i miss you :'(

hello . this is just a short post . this post goes to this special person who i miss like hell . dear you , i'm sorry that i started all this fight . i was stupid . pls , pls forgive . i need you in my life . i cant let you go . i just need you . i love you more than you know . pls , forgive me . i can't live without you . i'm serious crying now . pls , pls pls . don't leave me :'( Forgive me . forgive me . i dnt knw what to do now . Help me . i fucking need you okay? :'(

we're waiting the right time to go .

so hello . kinda bored right now . i cant sign in to my twitter acc D: now , this is weird . uhm so lets start . i dnt knw what to say . hahahah well , i'm tumblring right now . loving tumblr <3 . so tmrw is saturday and sunday comes afterwards . k whuuut ? Rebecca Black ? seriously ? no , Rebecca Flack . lol k . so oh ! Man Utd won against Chelsea , bitchaaas . Chelsea fans , U MAD ? hohoho . GLORY GLORY MAN UTD . ok then er . oh schl's fun nowadays . but next week ? OH HELL NO . EXAAAAAM D: disaster kill me now . i'm not doing anything tmrw . gonna be so bored . so , on the EXACT 10th of May 2011 , i had a fight wth Sakina . and shana was like ' omg asal ? ' ' omg why ? ' ' laa , asal ? ' ' serious ? ' ' kesiannya ' . trust me , it's ANNOH-YING . hahaha but we're fine now . lol thnk God .

just because of Pink and Twitter .

hello . k , sumpah tkde mood sekarang . rasa nak bunuh that someone . ee , babi sial kau . sumpah aku cakap . aku tkde mood lagi kau buat aku marah semua benda . kau pernah rasa tk bila kau sakit hati , then orang buat kau marah semua benda . apa kau rasa ? seriously , apa kau rasa ? rasa mcm nak bunuh orang kan ? seriously , tu apa yang aku rasa sekarang . if aku tgh bad mood , i take things seriously . even aku pernah buat kat my parents and even adik aku . adik aku kena teruk . k , whay am i talking in bahasa ? *cough* i take things seriously when im not in a mood . i was born that way . accept me in that way . if you cant , k go die . in my case tdy , i was sooo pissed off . aku langsung tk kutuk rihanna , tk pernah k , aku tk ckp benda buruk pasal dia . yang tetiba korang bijak sangat nak kutuk Pink dulu pahal ? korang yang start dulu en . bijaksana mcm albert einstein sial . BIJAK NAK MATI . i knw pink is just an artist , bt she's my fav artist . k , last year , i cried just because of nick jonas . ikaa and alea insulted them . yeah , i cried . i take things seriously k . that's just the way i am . and not only bcause of this insult thingy . there's something else yang buat aku tkde mood . knew on Twitter . k , shssh . jangan ckp pasal tu . i hate it , ok . i can't control my anger when im not in a mood . that's just me . if you cant accept me that way , whatev . i dnt care what people say about me . that's just me . Allah created me like that . that's my personality , my character . just , accept me . and thnks guys for making me so pissed off and sad . appreciate it .

Confession .

You destroyed my heart . I loved you . Hell , I still do . You made me love every little messed up thing about you . For me , it has only ever been you . For you , it has been me and countless others . You told me you loved me , yet I don't know if you meant it . You are away now and I am trying to get over you and move on . I know that I can do it , that it will be okay with time . But when I finally move on , it won't be the same . Because of you I have built a wall around my heart . It will be very difficult for me to let anyone else in . I wish you wanted me and only me . But that will never happen and I am DONE waiting . I just want you to know that you will always own a part of my heart and my soul. Until the day I die .

Do or Die .

hi pepol . lol k gilaa . hello . uhmmm , i'm bored O.o k sooooooooo , i'm pissed off right now . wanna knw why ? ohh , because of you ~ hm , well i'm listening to Black Parade - MCR . haha nice song k . my fav song yo ! so , things are so stupid this lately . had fight with Sakina -.-' which is so asdgkl then Iman is being a bitch . opss , sorry . TERCAKAP . haha -.- so er , k . gila tk puas hati sial dengan minah tu . you knw nothing bout us . ok ? you don't have to write here and there bout me . why are you pretending to be my friend ? ohh , i hate you and you hate me too . why nak act jadi bestfriends ? ohmaygosh . you pointing my flaws now ? well BITCH , i knw my flaws first k -.-' sumpah la weyh . don't be oh - so - fake . macam aku tk thu kau selalu kutuk aku . ingat aku pekak ? bodoh ? aku rasa kau yang bodoh . BODOH SANGAT . tp , bila aku menangis , buat baik pulak nak comfort kan aku . aduh , fake nyaaaaaaaaa . please please please . omgod , i hate you . seriously . ok , so bout my fight with Sakina is so stuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupid . STUPID NAK MATI OMG . oh yeah , she said ' F YOU LA ' . eh eh , f aku pulak -.- ohhh , OUCH ! she proved me that she hates me ~ oh well . apa yang saya patut buat en ? haha uhm sooo , er . er . er , mana ayah aku huh ? lol . so er , oh yeah . Arisha thinks that i'm going to pindah to SMKSU . honey , i would love to go there . ehehehehehe . ada budak hot omg :o ohyeah , i can't text anyone starting next monday :( cred so low cause call Arisha -.-' PANDAI LAH KAU . cakap sampai 30 mins . haiyaaaaaaaa . now my cred tinggal rm 3 . sikit tu :/ haha cukup until this sunday ke . malas nak beli cred . on the 120411 , i'll buy cred :D hokhok . haha wtf ? hm , so who shld i text with tonight ? k no idea . oh yeahh , I GET JEALOUS EASILY ' please , seeing you with them , hurts my feelings . please notice , ok , i gtg now . oh and to Sakina , please jangan fikir the bitchbitch thingy is about you , cause that's not bout you . oraite byeeeeee . I'M AINA and I LOVE PINK , NICK JONAS , MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE , MUSE <3

hi ?

yo ssup hi okay . looool , i'm so bored right now . oh , i'm sorry for not updating my blog . bored with it . well , i dnt have much to say . so , how's life ? my life is er , ok . haha . i just uploaded a new photo on Fb . yeaaaahhhh , i'm a big fan of P!NK , k ? :) muahahaha . bt , i still love Nick Jonas . DUHH . tonight , my mom is buying me a new guitar . well , i said ' no thnks ' and she's like ' whaaaa ? ' and like ' yeah ' and she said ' ok ' hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahaha . oh , my cousin , Harsha is sooo adorable . and cute . k , tkde kena mengena . i'm satisfied with my exam results - not -.-' i hate it . no lie . yeah , so after this i'm gonna play bowling with my anties and my cousins and my brotha and ok stop -.- i have no idea what to do nw . maybe i should stooop here . k . bye . ciao :)

can you spell my name ?

hello . how's it going y'all ? hahaha . lol , ok . let's staaart . i'm so bored right now . yes , now . oh yeahh , LIVERPOOL WOOOON ! Omgoshhhh , i'm so happy . ahhh , so happy . hekhek :B k la , dah la tuuu . so , Sakina is soo cuteee :3 well , i talked to her tdy at schl . hehe . even time for prayers and yeahhh , that's all . she's cute , rly . loool . so Aqilahh didnt came to schl tdy -.-'' yeahh . verytheboring wannnn . haha . Iman tried to make jokes and all . bt , she failed x) hahaha . we were so hyper , i can tell . Time solat , i sang the song Animal by Neon Trees , i sang loudly and boom ! sakina walked by . luckily , that time i jst stop singing . haha omg , if not MALUU gilaaa . hahaha . then Iman pergi kecoh gila cakap kat Sakina that there's this tiny ant in my water bottle -.-' Sakai gilaa . hahaha . today schl was okay . just a bit lonely without Aqilahh . hahaha eeee x) ok well . i gtg now . i'll update more later . byeeeeee , kisses .