you're just another person

hellohello . ssup :) i'm bored but let just start . well , i wanna talk bout ths specific girl *cough* . ok , i knw the word '' i hate you '' is hurt . bt , yeah . you felt what i felt . what i felt ? oh , man . remember you said ' i dislike them '' on Zeey Nazri's status ? i bet you still remember . and do you knw what i felt ? that's right . i felt what you FELT . Your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me . Hmph , the first time i saw that comment . i felt you betrayed me . I felt you HATE me , you DISLIKE me and stuffs . I knw the word '' DISLIKE '' is not the same as '' HATE '' . And when you said like that , i cried . YES , i cried . why ? cause i thought you hate me . but i guess i was right huh ? You Hate Me . then , when i go to school . My friends asked me ' Eh Aina . asal dia comment benda tu kat status Zeey ? If dia sayang kau , dia takkan tulis comment tu ' yes , everyone asked me the same question . and guess what ? I CAN'T ANSWER THEM ? i wish i could , but i can't . the only thing i said to that is ' Ntah ah . Malas ah nak fikir . Biar kan je laa . ' yeah , the only thing i can say . That's it . but deepdeepdeep inside my heart , i was crying . I cried only because you said the word '' DISLIKE '' . i knw , stupid huh ? Even Arisha asked me that question . Like i said , i wish i could answer them , but no . i can't -.- We cant ignore our feelings . So , i cried . i was HURT that time . Hurt , you knw what that feels right ? and when i said I HATE YOU at you , it's yr turn to felt what i felt . Atleast , i didn't mean to say that . But you ? You wrote it on FB . Her status . FB . Thousands of people can read her status , you knw that . It's public . Too public to write there . If you want to say that word , dnt write on her status . just , you knw . It hurts a lot . It truly is . I cant describe my feelings that time . but what i knw is i was HURT , felt betrayed . you knw that ? And when you said SORRY . it tooks only 2 hours then i forgive you . Forgive people is not that hard , ok ? People make mistake . Atleast , i forgive you . So , when i said '' IM SORRY '' at you , you said ' OH ' and ' I'm blank ' . i tried to say sorry ok ? Just , forgive me . Look , you make me hurt like idk . 100 times ? You ignored my text , ignored me , trying yr best to avoid me and many more . and what did i do ? Yelled at you ? I write on my status and tag you and say ' I HATE YOU ' . people will think the other way back . I love you , i really do . But you knw , idk im speechless . i knw you're gona read ths post and think negative things like ' oh , aina hates me ' and stuffs . NO ! I dont hate you . I love you . Bt you ? god , hate me ? wanna kill me ? i just dnt knw ok . You make me hurt and i knw i make you hurt to . Please , i just want you to understand me . sure , i'm trying to understand you too . please , work with me . I'm not forcing you ok . Just that . i want you to knw that , you make me cried , felt hurt and betrayed . and i knw i make you felt hurt too . bt , im sorry ok . i really do . And if you want to change the relationship status , sure . change it . bt , whatever happens , I STILL LOVE YOU . ALWAYS AND WILL . Please , understand my feelings . sometimes , you dnt knw what you did or whatever can make me feel hurt . i knw writing ths post will make you pissed off . bt i cant help myself anymore . I think writing on blog is easier . you can read it . if i text you and say everything , you will just say ' im sorry ' . i dnt knw . But please . PLEASE . Understand my feelings . and i promise . i will try to understand yr feelings too . I will try , i promise . bt , eventhough you make me hurt or felt betrayed . I still feel lucky that you're mine . and i love you forever . and 100510 , thanks . thanks a lot for letting me knw her . and you're the date i will never forget . so , yeah . again , I LOVE YOU , SAKINA . And it's forever .

They look like lies .

heylo . wassup :) wow , so tiny XD haha k , let start . Today's the most stupid and horrible daaay D: why ? cause , my relationship with Sakina is not working -_____- yes , ada sedikit masalah teknikal haha . PHFT . wanna knw why ? Here's the story . Yesterday , i chatted with Sakina and er , we were fine yesterday but at 1 am or something i ACCIDENTLY said ' i hate you ' at Sakina and well , wht happened ? she said ' OKAY ' . Idk why she said that . maybe she hates me too . BUT NO . I dont hate her , i love her . but , she hates me . yes , so so sangat sangat sedih sad :( then , after i said ' i hate you ' at her . i was like :O did i just said that ? OMG . then , i tried to say sorry and she ignored me . so i was like wtf ? i said sorry en . and you wanna knw what she said ? she said ' OH , HMM , ... ' Annoying gilaa en -.- She's an expert at making people sad and pissed off . really , no lie . then , when i asked her ' are we cool ? ' and she said ' No ' . wht does that mean ? Means , she want our relationship to end laa . lambat tangkap la you ni XD haha hey , aqila's word LOL . yes , she said ' the story of us might be ending soon ' haha . nah , dia tk ckp that thing . but she acted like it's gonna happen . so here i am , saying that IM SORRY and you can change the relationship status if you want to . Go to Iman or Alea . Be with them . They can make you smile and laugh and smile and laugh haha . i can only make you sad and hurt and angry and sad phft haha . I think she's going to be with Iman thou . cause Alea is married to her wife ? idk XD haha . so , yeah . Go with Iman and go in a relationship with her and and and and entah laa haha . So , just came back from Banting my kampung sweet kampung XD i met Anty Nor and Anty Suzi and Anty Irda and Anty Mardhiyah and Uncle Sadiq haha dah la tu LOL . then , texted with Naylie haha and i gtg now . BOR-ING la sayaaa . Oh , my fs . lupa pulak nak buka XD haha k . byeeebyeee . ciao cincau - AQILA :)

Killer

hey . wassup . yeah , ssup ? haha XD i'm bored right now . really -.- i checked my fs and boom ! YEAH XD . i knew it haha jahat gilaaa . Well , just now i talked BAHASA INDONESIA with Aqilah XD . gilaaa lawaaaak sioooot . you should read it haha . well , not forcing thou hihi . So at school . hmph BORING . Alea tk datang and blablabla . well , aqila brought her phone and took pictures too . and ofcourse , we're insaaaaaaane haha . Then , i took pictures with Saraa and awesome haha -.- i hv no idea wht to say . oh yeah btw , i think im starting to hate her . yeah , idk why . Just phft forget bout ths . Yesterday , texted with Sakina , Elissa and er , Nayliee haha . Elissa's kind , thou . DUHH . LOL . k , i'm bored right now . so , im just gonna stop . Oh and . Blog , sorry but im gonna ignore you . yeah , so sorry :D . Kthanksbye :)

We're awesome liddat

k , so im bored right now . Hm , what should i do ? OKay okay , just now i read my inbox message on FB with my boyfriend , Arisha . Wanna see it ? Nah , baca nih ;P

arisha : yo jap jap ,

me : okay yo !

arisha : back yo !

me : pergi mana yo ?

arisha : pergi bunuh diri yo . hahaha , funny oh

me : apa nih yo ! cakap laa betul betul yo ! hahah

arisha : yo i pergi toilet kejap yo . i sakit perut yo . salah makan i think lah yo . hahahahahaha

me : oh , kesian you yo ! siapa suruh makan salah yo ! pity you , yo ! yo , you dah okay ke yo ! hahahah

arisha : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . mana nak tahu yo . i don't know yo , i donno . oh thank you thank you yo ! okay a little bit yo !

me : haha . glad to hear that yo ! jangan lupa makan ubat yo ! nanti you sakit lagi yo ! i care for you , yo ! how awesome am i , yo XD

arisha : kena makan ubat mehh yo ? i don't even know yo ! okay , i know you care about me yo :P ohh you memang aweshomeeee yo ! aweshomee gilakkk XD

me : tankiu yo ! you so baik yo ! i memang awesome yo ! i hv to admit yo ! yes , you kena makan ubat yo ! dont forget ah yo ! fuh-yo ! XDD

arisha : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! oi dah dah lah tu , penat i gelak yo . adoii , hahahaha .

me : HAHAHA . alaaa , no fun la you , yo ! XD

arisha : yo ! i dah sleepy lah yo ! i nak jump into bed with my hubby XD byebye yo , goodnight babe . i love you , just so you know ;D

me : ek eleeeh yo ! K bye yo ! Sweet dreams yo ! and aw :') i love you too ♥

so yeah . THAT'S HOW WE ROLL . HAHAH . She's my boyfriend , btw . You curi her from me , i bagi you pelempang :P hihi .

Love you (;

hot mess .

yo . wassup ? k , i guess this is a short post . lets start ;) Today's boring , as usual . Helena and Haniss came over and we do nothing . HAHAH . I wanna join aqilo and imon . but , CANNOT . So WTF right ? Sheeesh ! Yeah , iman and aqilah and arina pranked me -____- Well , here's the conversation :
iman : hi , awak . you knw me ?
arina : awaaak , kenal kita tk ?
me : er , siapa nih ? and No . sorry . siapa ni ?
iman : it's me . BATRISYA .
arina : hello . sarah's here .
me : whuut ? siapa ?
iman : hey , gal . i love you . woooh .
me : sheeesh , siapa ni ?
aqila : yo ! woi . wassup !
me : aqilah -____-
and then we talked and talked and talked . Boring weyhh . Hahah . Then , texted with Shana for awhile and yeah . BOOM . Someone pranked me - agaaain . And wanna knw who is it ? SAKINA dashdotdash . OAMGEEE , sakit hati ohh . But , kinda funny . Hmph . After the call , i went to Shana's house and we talked talked talked . and yeah yeah yeah . But , seriously . SHANA'S INSANE . hahah . K , im sad now . I lost few followers D: frm 61 to 59 -.- . C'mon guys . tweet me if you want me to follow you back . Dnt just unfollow me . hahah . So , i checked my fs just now . and woaaaaaah . TIDAK BOLEH PERCAYA LA , SAYA XD hahah . PHFT . K , i wanna ciao . hihi , Byeeee .

My weakness ? YOU .

what up ? hihi . K , let just staaart ;) Today's nothing much . BORINGBORINGBORING . At 12 pm , texted with Sakina until 7 pm . WOAH . That's how we roll haha . So , now chatting with Sakina and Iman ? Kinda , hahah . Tomorrow im going to no where . CEYH x) Honestly saying , i love all my status . WTF ? hahah . Oh yeah . I wanna thaanks Sabrina for following me on Twitter . Hoho . Happy . CEYH WTFUUUU ? Im inlove with Nick Jonas ;P hahah . SPREAD THE WORD . Sorry to say this Sakina , but i still dont believe that you love me :( Im sorry but no worries , I LOVE YOU :D hihi . Im addicted to Travie Mccoy's song , Need You . WOAH , THUMBS UP :D . k , i wanna CIAO . G'night , sweethearts . hahah whuuuuut :*

i hate you , thaankss for asking .

yo ! long time no update . so sorry :) k , let start . EXAAAMS OVER , baby . weee hahah . So , things going so stupid ths lately . Yeah , see that title there ? It's for - yeah okay :) Sakina and I had a fight . yeah , i knw . Then , i told Arisha and Shara . and they are like ' :OOOO ' and much more hihi . Too public to write here . Sometimes , i dont think Sakina loves me . and im telling the truth . hoho . Ok , i'll update more later . im laughing out loud right now . ALL because of Arisha XD . k , ciaaaaaoooo .